it changed everything
i used to be overly active
a small meal enjoyer
being in the hospital changed me
switched me to a new system
the "eat-your-emotions system"
so i did
it didn't work out for me
i caught the blue bug, the blue ghost, the blue monster
and all those feelings really added up
and the remnants still haunt me
i don't see myself in the mirror anymore
who is this walrus?
but i think of how i'm wearing a 30 lbs training suit
that I can't take off
that helps
sort of
please don't judge me right now
the depression has only just been shed off
if you've ever been there
you know how destructive the blue ghost is
i just hope i can
help someone
the way others
helped me
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